Author’s note: My inspiration to write poetry has been very low. The ideas are just not flowing like they used to which, coincidentally, is the reason why I wanted to start writing a fiction story.
I’ve posted the prologue to it before and I will link it with this post in case you want to get a little background of what’s going on, but here is the next chapter. Please enjoy and comment on any thoughts you may have, thank you!
Prologue
Chapter 1
Escape
As Iām walking home from my slave camp that I call my job I hear the familiar sounds of the traffic of cars and people heading home. Horns honking, screeching of worn out brakes, and yelling of curses from one driver to another.
ā Thouās familiar with the vibes.ā A phrase popular among the internet that I think to myself as Iām walking and I replay the workday I survived in my mind. Flashes of my manager yelling in frustration towards the goals he failed to achieve directed towards my coworkers and I, what a delightful movie. Safe to say, I enjoyed my walk home.
I live in a city where the sun shines year round and becomes an oven in the summer, Phoenix, Arizona. Thereās been a lot of upscale changes going on in the city and it has actually become a place where people love to be. Although, I live in the west side of the city, the area in which the architects of the state shoved into a filing cabinet labeled,ā Weāll deal with that laterā, but ālaterā never came. Walking through my neighborhood, I see the faces of stressed single mothers, forgotten drug addicts, and mean mugs from the hustlers of the area, a vibrant village indeed.
Iām listening to music through my earphones and an instrumental by one of my favorite music producers plays and I canāt help but attempt to freestyle over it,
āCloudy days, never heard of āemĀ
sunny rays on my cells, burnin all of āem
Living in this oven, yet Iām undercookedĀ
Ganja is the remedy, now Iām baked and understood
Ā All it took, was a blaze, now Iām hooked
Like a fish, on the lineā¦ā
The attempt was there but the finish always seems to be missing.
I get a text from my friend telling me to go over and at first I decline, but then he used his manipulation tactics to sway me, those tactics being free weed of course. He lives down the street from me which always humors me because we met working at a fast food restaurant that was nowhere near our neighborhood.
I text him Iām outside five minutes before I arrive at his door because he always seems to take his time to get off his bed, or chair, or whatever it is that causes him to delay answering the door, leaving me to stand and stare at his door for an unknown amount of time. I arrive at his front door and Iām baffled!Ā
āThis lazy pile of uncircumcised whale dick still hasnāt made it to the door! Unbelievable!ā I spat.
I have a minor anger aneurism and whisper curse words under my breath as I pick up a single pebble out of the sea of rocks and prepare to throw it at his door until suddenly, his door opens. He stands at the doorway without a single expression on his face and Iām caught in an undeniably guilty position with a pebble at my fingertips and my first instinct is to defend myself.
ā Yo, this pebble weighs like a boulder bro. I was testing the pitching position to see if I can even hold it and, nah man, maybe for two seconds but thatās about it.ā I relax my pose and drop the pebble back into the sea of rocks.
He canāt help but laugh at my dramatically irrational excuse. Sometimes it pays to be funny.
He speaks through his laughter,ā Yo, come inside my guy. Excuse the mess, as if you havenāt seen it before.ā
I follow the path cleared from the forest of trash and dirty laundry in his studio apartment and arrive to his sofa. Thereās a small foldable table with a tv, game console, and marijuana paraphernalia sitting on it. He begins to roll a blunt after putting on one of his favorite cartoon shows.
āHow was work bro?ā He asks while packing the blunt.
I let out a sigh, close my eyes, and tilt my head back on the sofa before I reference the movie 8 Mile,ā Hey man, you ever wonder what point you got to say fuck it and you gotta stop living up here, and start living down here?ā I mimicked the gestures perfectly and tilted my head to him just as Marshall did in the movie.
A slight pause with eye contact and an expressionless face before he says, ā Itās seven thirty in the morning dawg.āĀ
We both erupt in laughter and I say to him,ā Thatās why I fuck with you, Nome, itās literally the only reason.ā
He responds with, ā What can I say, Iām a piece of shit, but Iām a cool piece of shit, ayy!ā
When I first met Nome I didnāt really like him, in fact, he was a bit of an asshole. The feeling was actually mutual, but after we discovered that we both had a love for music at such a high intensity, the judgements we had about each other were wiped away and we became good friends.Ā
ā For real though, Iām tired of this life, Nome. Like, I wake up and the first thing on my mind is,ā Again?āā
ā Thatās ācause you donāt smoke before sleeping, dawg. I promise you, smoke before you sleep and youāll wake up seeing life on a positive outlook. Take me for example, I live my shitty life, but hey, Iām out here smiling!ā¦ Sometimes, haha!ā
Nomeās definitely had it rough, really rough. He doesnāt like to talk about it much but sometimes it comes out.
ā Nah man, Iām for real ābout to do something with my life. Iām done with this clocking in and putting on a smile for people.ā
ā Well, what are you going to do?ā He asks, but I didnāt have a reply for him. All I could do is stare at the ceiling hoping an answer would etch itself onto the plaster, as creepy as it sounds.
ā I donāt know.ā Three words filled with letters that carried a vast emptiness as if they were delivering bags of air labeled āCHIPSā on it.
He turned to me and gave me a wide eyed look that vanished after he uttered,ā Damn.āĀ
He pulled a lighter from his pocket and held it between us and lit the flame, ā Light the wayyyy.ā He said mimicking an echo that was fading out as he lit the blunt and proceeded to smoke.
I spent the afternoon watching cartoons and writing lyrics with him until my high wore off. Once I felt tired, I parted ways and began to head home. The empty words I spoke kept repeating in my mind as I walked,ā I donāt know.ā They kept repeating as images of my manager and my workday flooded my mind until, at last, I fell asleep.